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Got home yesterday after a lovely vacation - Wednesday my mom, Julie and I went home to my parents place, it was really nice to just relax ♥ I didn't get to do all the things I wanted to do this vacation; finish sewing my dress, draw, fix my wig and go to Flensburg, but I did have a nice time. Thursday I had an appointment at the hair dresser, so now I've got healthy looking hair again, and a super short fringe (￣▽￣)ノ
Right after the hair dresser I went to meet up with two of my friends from a former school. We spend three hours talking at the café, haha!

An outfit from one of the days;

You can kind of see my hair here~

I went to town with my sister too, and I bought a really cool glass chess game. It was only 10Dkr! I wanted to buy Dorian Grey on DVD too, but Blockbuster didn't have it for 20Dkr as they have in Aarhus (*´ο`*)=3

Today I wanted to clean my apartment, sew and dress up, but I fell asleep over noon till afternoon, so I kind of wasted the day, sight... But I did get around to finish a drawing!

It's done in watercolor.
I made the lineart months ago, but I never finished coloring it - too afraid if I might ruin it, as I'm still learning to master watercolor ｏ(  ><)o
It shows Doll from the manga series Kuroshitsuji; though in a quite different outfit! I really like her character, such a sweet personality ♥
I actually wanted to upload it to dA today, but my scanner is a bitch and removes all colors from my drawings ( 　ﾟ,_ゝﾟ)

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Right now I'm sitting my parents summer cottage. I have vacation right now, so I'm helping renovate some more (*≧▽≦) It's quite cold as there's no isolation right now. But hopefully we'll get a lot done, so we can be here in the Christmas Holidays!
Both my parents and sisters are here, it's very nice ♥ Even if my sisters talk so much I'm not able to say a word, hahaha!

But I want to show you a bit of the walls in my apartment. I haven't really showed any pictures of my apartment yet..
I decorated a bit up for Halloween!

Even if the picture of Anna is really old, I love it ♥ It's making me happy every time I look at it!

My clock and official Marie drawing!

I like all these little bats on my walls, haha (人･_･)♡

Isn't he cool?! My dad bought him as a present for me (〃￣▽￣) ..it's not a living frog though, but it was once alive! I really like it, I love frogs.
He bought me a real crocodile head too, a bit scary looking but awesome!

yes, I do have a weakness for that kind of stuff, haha.

My outfit from Friday. I think it looks quite schoolgirl-like. I was wearing a dark red neck-bow too~

How do you spend your dark winter evenings?
I light up a lot of candles, drink tea and draw a lot, it's very.. "cozy", or "hyggeligt" as we say in Denmark! ♥

Light and Shadows from the past

I'm crying like crazy right now, DR2 Premiere showed the movie "El Orfanato". I've watched it a number of times already and it's such a sad and touching film~ No wonder it got a 10 minutes applause when it was aired at the film festival for the first time! （；_・）

This weekend was spend at my parents house ♥ I have only been home 4 times since I moved out in January.. But one of the reasons for this is that the train ride takes about 4-5 hours, depending on which time of the day you take the train ( 　ﾟ,_ゝﾟ)
The main reason for me to go home was actually not only to see my parents again, but because I had to hold a lecture at Asperggaard.
Some of you know that I've held lectures before, and it's a think I enjoy!
This time I was going to talk to 4 girls, aged 12-16, and their parents - these girls are where I was when I was their age.
Oh, and for those of you who doesn't know; I have Aspergers Syndrome, a form of Autism, and many people have told me, that my story is a success story, that I've been so lost in life and the system, but I beat everyone and I'm now living an almost independent life, this is why I'm doing this.
I learned so much from this lecture, and it was kind of a relief to meet someone who is just as myself. Now I know that I'm not alone to have had such feelings and felt so hopeless - so I'm just very happy that I can give something to these girls, maybe give them a sign that they're not alone and that life gets better ♥
They told me that it was nice to talk to someone who have been through the same thing, and to see that things can be sorted out; it made me so happy that I could give them that!
It was truly an eyeopening evening, and I hope that I'll hear from the girls again! ♥
I thought it was nice that I got to talk with the girls, just us, when my mom got to talk with all the parents in another room - this gave room for questions some might not want to ask with their parents/daughters near.

The arrangers of this event payed for my train ticket, which I thought was a very nice gesture and "payment". But they didn't find that enough, so they gave me another 500Dkr and a nice bag of delicious tea, chocolate, liquorice and jam, wow! My mom and I was very surprised, and both of us want to hear how it's going to go for these girls!

Sometimes I think I wouldn't mind living off of this, I really feel like I can make a difference, and actually help someone. I know that I would have loved to talk to someone about these things when I was in my darkest times, someone who had gotten out of it and was living their own life despise all the difficulties.


Thank you if you read all of this wall of text, haha ♥


I enjoyed being with my parents a great deal, we ate delicious food all the time, mom and I went to the town and bought drawing materials, sat in the garden and drew together with mom, had some good talks with my dad and played a whole lot with Bernhard!
I didn't want to go home yesterday, but sadly school was calling ☆⌒(＞。≪)
But I'm going to see them again next week, so excited! I'm going to see my sister Stine too!


I'm sorry I haven't got any pictures to show you, but my cellphone camera isn't really the best in the world, haha.
But here you can have a picture of my banana I was going to eat some day last week. Laughed so much when I saw it! This is what happens when I have guests over;

You want some whipped cream with that?

Helloo~ everyone!
I'm so tired right now, long day in school, went to buy some tea for my mom, fell asleep when I got home and just ate dinner. I'm ready to go to bed now (ﾟｰﾟ)(｡_｡)

BUT, I want to share with you what happened this weekend;
I held my belated house warming/birthday party!! Actually, my birthday was i February, but I never got around to celebrate together with my friends, so better late than never 八(＾□＾*)

I invited more than a handful of friends, but only four was able to show up - then I shouldn't worry about not having enough room or food, haha!
The first one to show up was Mousy! And luckily she didn't mind me cleaning my apartment orz
Later Sascha and Kenny showed up, and then Louise came over in the evening!

I made a cake... or should I say whipped cream with a touch of cake, hahahaha ( ^‐^)_且 The cake was filled with cream puffs(?), whipped cream and bananas! I think it was delicious, even if it was quite disgusting after too much (;/゜o゜)/

I failed at blowing out the last candle orz

They brought me presents （ノへ＾）
Mousy gave me the cutest muffler and gloves from Baby, the Starts Shine Bright!! I haven't got a picture of them jet.. But I love them soo much! Now I'll look fabulous even in the winter time （＾＿－）☆

Sascha and Kenny gave me a complete set of dishes, bowls and cups! With diamond pattern ♦♦♦ I've wanted them ever since I saw them, so kind of Sascha and Kenny to give the whole set to me ♥ I'm going to use it so much!

Louise gave me a bottle of Tequila, first time I've ever tried it. Got too much salt in the first turn, though, hahaha orz But it tastes quite good ( ﾟ▽ﾟ)

We ended up watching Ponyo, and I fell asleep. And woke op when the Ponyo song started ♫

I had such a great night! Thank you for making it such a nice day and night ♥

This was my outfit, I think it looks a bit fierce;

I'll go grab a piece of that cake now, hahahahaha ☺

Her breath will still, her blood congeal

A Wishing Apple by ~Zarsu on deviantART

This Sunday, Sascha and I went out for a photoshoot.
For a while, we have been talking about the theme for this photoshoot - Sascha was going to participate in a Lolita Fairy Tale contest, so we needed to figure out how we should go about it!
Sascha had a lot of crazy ideas, but some of them would be too complicated to do.. And then we decided on Snow White ♥
To make everything more interesting to look at, Sascha wanted it to be both Snow White and the Evil Queen in the photo - and thus I had to model both of them, haha!

It was really cold, and having to change outfit in the middle of it all was chilling me! But I got a reward in the end ( ﾟ▽ﾟ)/
I got to eat the delicious apple!

For this photoshoot we wanted Snow White's outfit to be like in the Disney Movie, with a lolita twist. So I sew the skirt specially for this! Sascha helped me so much making it ♥

Sascha did an amazing editing job on the first picture I posted, the one from dA! It actually looks like I'm standing in front of myself (*≧▽≦)

Sugar & Spice

Saturday I went to Aarhus for our lolita circles first meet-up!
We decided on a name and we're now called Sugar & Spice ♥
It was such a nice day and I'm looking very much forward to getting to know all of the girls.
Some of the girls couldn't make it to our first meet-up, but hopefully they'll be able to come next time (^-^*)/

We spend the day walking around Aarhus for some shopping - but as we're at the end of the month, no one seemed to have money to buy anything, haha （￣～￣;）
But none the less was it very fun to walk around and get to know each other!

I'm looking very much forward to the next meet up ♥

This is what I wore for the day;

I love that Jacket so much, so glad the weather is cool enough so I can wear it again, haha!

Oh man, my hair is so pretty on the one side, and the other side is just so messed up orz

(all pictures are by Zarsu)

She's a tiny fish ♥

Today I've been too lazy to resize the pictures, so you'll have to settle with this;

Don't leave, Ponyo by ~Zarsu on deviantART

Ah, I love these so much.. ♡(*´∀｀*)人(*´∀｀*)♡

I'm running out of titles

As you might have noticed, I've started to write my blog in English. I asked at my dA-account about it, and just one person wanting to be able to read my blog is enough for me ( ﾟ▽ﾟ)/

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Outfit from Thursday, my teacher was ill, so classes were called off.
I then dressed up to go grocery-shopping (　^ (●●)－)

Outfit from Friday, short day at school and then off to Hobro, to meet up with Musen with Sascha and Kenny! It was so nice to see Musen's apartment, and to meet Goliath ♥
Later that night we went to Ambu, before heading home to Aalborg~

I love those red pumps, but they broke ヽ(｀０´）ノ I hope I can get them fixed!

Outfit from yesterday, Minnie-inspired for Kita's Disney night ☆ (erhm, dorky face/pose..)
It was a nice and fun night, together with my friends! We watched Hercules, Mulan and Treasure Planet! Haven't watched Treasure Planet since I was 10 or so, and I still love it as I did back then ♥ And Jim is as cute as everrr ♥

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Today has been a kind of tough day, with a phone call I would rather never have had to experience.. But I have a fantastic family who calls me to make sure I'm alright ♥

inspire me II

ApfelAstrid's Influence Map by ~ApfelAstrid on deviantART

There's this "influence map"-meme floating around dA at the moment - and I did it too!
I spend a lot of time looking at things that inspire me (lol, almost everything inspire me) and I'm sad there wasn't room enough for everything to fit here~
But to show everything that inspire me would take years. At least ♥

What inspire you?

Let Me In

This is.. unbelievable. Today I learned that in October there will be an Americanized re-make of "Låt Den Rätta Komma In". (ﾟДﾟ|||)
This is one of my favorite movies - when I bought the movie last year, I didn't know what I was going into. I had heard a bit about it in the news, and being the horror-lover that I am, I had to buy it.
I watched it.
I was stunned.
I couldn't believe what I had seen, what a masterpiece it is.

The whole story, the atmosphere, the acting, everything seemed so right and real.

But there will be a Hollywood version.

Seeing the actors that was chosen for it.. I just don't know. I think they're way too pretty, especially Virginia (Sasha Barrese).
And Chloë Moretz (Hit Girl in Kick-Ass), who's playing Eli looks so much like a child - I know she is and all, but compared to the character she's acting she doesn't have the right look. You know, it's so hard to explain, haha.
Pictures of Lina Leandersson and Chloë Moretz for comparison;

Oh, and by the way, they're renaming Oskar and Eli to Owen and Abby.

Okay, enough rant.
I'm looking forward to watching the re-make, the trailer looks nice,

The director knows what he's doing when making a movie, Cloverfiels was quite good!
And he shows his respect to both the movie and the book - he wouldn't change the ago of the kids, even when he was asked to. He knows how big a role the ages play （　・∀・）

Thomas Alfredson criticized; "remakes should be made of movies that aren't very good, that gives you the chance to fix whatever has gone wrong. I'm very proud of my movie and I think it's great, but the Americans might have another opinion. The saddest thing for me would be to see this beautiful story made into something mainstream. I don't like to whine, but of course – if you spent years on painting a picture, you'd hate to hear buzz about a copy even before your vernissage!"
And I agree with him.


Btw, there will also be a comic book based on the movie. To this John Ajvide Lindqvist (author of the book) said; "Nobody has asked me about [doing a comic] and I think that the project stinks. I am looking into this matter and hope that they have no right to do this."

OKAY, I JUST NEEDED TO GET IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM. Thank you ♥